Kacang dikacangin...

Awal masuk kuliah...

(singing) Lonely, I.m so lonely, I'm nobody..lalalala...huuu..

nyanyi lg...
Lonely I'm Mr(s) Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
 I'm so lonely, I'm Mr(s). Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

udah, cukup...
segitu aja sebelom tikus" pada minggat kabur keluar negeri
ciakakak...

Turun di depan kampus dengan BMW alias BeMo letter W ( becanda haha)
kulangkahkan kaki dengan pasti  bersama rindi..
*sambil nyanyi*
Rindi ..oh Rindi...Rindi..(iklan sandal lama tahun sekian)
aslinya sih #Melangkah pasti bersama Rindi#...Ya gt deh pokoknya.. g penting hehe..
Daripada melangkah bersama Bata, bayangin aja gimana beratnya tuh jalan pake batu di telapak kaki, mana ganjel lg..wakkakak..

mending pake sarung Atlas bisa skalian bljr IPS coz ada peta dunianya tuh...
CUKUP promosi iklannya...

ok, balik lg ke kampus..
Hari prtama masuk kampus..
Asing..aneh..sepi..kok serem amat ya..
jangan"...
aq terlambat kayanya..waaa...
lari langkah seribu, *pinjam kakinya si kelabang dulu*..
ngos"an sampe lante 2..
binun mode :on
Omong" kelasnya yg mana ya?
nanya sapa nih?
g kenal sapa2 lg..
udh nekat aja deh..
intip kelasnya satu2..sambil deg2an menuju ke kelas paling depan..
kuulurkan tangan untuk meraih gagang pintunya..
tiba",...
ada kepala nongol..Uwaa...
Cari siapa? lupa cewek apa cowok yg nanya..
emmm..enggak mau cari kelas..
Ooo..Kamu jurusan apa?
PR..dy bingung bentar, mikir, trus nanya ama temennya
eh, ini jurusan apa sih?
PR bukan ya? bener kan ya? yg lain yg awalnya ribut ngobrol pd diam semua.
Hening sejenak kaya lg mengheningkan cipta di upacara.
Pada ikut bingung jg..trus mbak jilbab malah jawabin tmnya...lho gmn sih km kul g tau jurusanmu apaan?
Si kepala nongol td cm senyum" aja mesam mesem dibilangin ky gt..salting..
Mbak jilbab blg, ya yg pntg komunikasi kan ya? kl komunikasi ya bnr disini..masuk aja gpp, gabung sm kita" disini..ngobrol brg..
*dg wajah oon* Oohhh...iyahh..
Ayo" masuk yuk..kata si kepala nongol td..

Kulangkahkan kaki (lagi..) *tp kl ini tdk dg pasti alias ragu" *
Gmn g? semuanya pd ngliatin ky kebingungan gt atau apalah g tau apa yg ada di pikiran mereka tentang aq saat itu? kynya mereka ngerasa aneh gt dg kehadiranku..

G tau d apa yg dibingungin. Kayanya pd terpesona smua ngeliat bidadari #Wuzz# *bling..bling.. wajahnya* Tapi bidadarinya aneh..
Soalnya begitu turun dr langit, dy g bljr mendarat dg baik sih, jdnya jatuh di selokan deh *akakakak*..
Yah bayangin aja, udh dandan rapi", buat semangat ngikutin kuliah. Tiba di kampus pada akhirnya dengan keadaaan selamat sentosa, aman dan sejahtera trus tiba2 kepikiran, kayanya aq telat deh.. lgsg lari pontang panting, tunggang langgang ky kancil lg dikejar harimau.. Baju basah keringatan, g tau deh baunya segimana heheh...ya bau wangi lah, kan udh mandi gt..rambut udh rapi disisir, jadinya malah freestyle kemana", ya mudah"an tambah keren lah penampilanku..Hhaaha keren dr hongkong kali !!!

mereka semua pd ngeliatin makhluk aneh berwarna kuning yang berjalan ke arah kursi untuk duduk. diliatin terus, diperhatiin dari atas ampe bawah....ampun deh rasanya...Ampun gw kaga nyolong..kenapa diliatin trs..jd salting nih..
G lama ada yg deketin, ngajak kenalan.. namamu sapa? chiquitita..siapa? dy nanya lg..Aq g kaget krn emang hmpr setiap org ngajak kenalan psti nanya min 2 kali br ngerti namaku. maklum namaku kan jarang di Indonesia.. Jd mgkn dengernya kesannya agak aneh.
trus dy jwb, Ooo..panggilannya chiq aja ya..aku ngangguk..
Udah. Dy prgi..lega rasanya..uh..akhirnya..
aq duduk sendirian. bengong. sambil liatin suasana ruangan kelasnya..
Oh ky gini toh kelasku nantinya..ok d kl gt..
Liat" ke plafon, ke jendela, en ke kursi sekeliling..
Dan..aq mendapati semua mata tertuju padaku *kaya motonya miss Indonesia*
tapi sambil bisik" gt..Aduh ada apaan lg nih..
Aq pelan" liat ke bawah. bajuku apa celanaku ada yang aneh g ya?
kynya sih g, bisikku dlm hati. Trus knp aq diliat" ky gt..g enak bgt rasanya..
G lama si kepala nongol dateng lg...km org mana?



kiarin hari pertama kuliah masih perkenalan, jadi telat " gt mulai masuknya, ternyata...
emang bener..bgtu adanya..Fiuuuh..
hari pertama berjalan dengan sukses membuatku dag dig dug..

I Believe In You...

Lonely the path you have chosen
A restless road, no turning back
One day you will find your light again
Don’t you know
Don’t let go be strong

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There’s nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

Tout seul
Tu t’en iras tout seul
Cœur ouvert
A l’univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N’attends pas
Que le jour
Se lève

Suis ton étoile
Va jusqu’où ton rêve t’emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu croiS, si tu croiS, si tu croiS
En toi

Suis ta lumière
N’éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fond de toi souviens-toi
Que je croiS, que je croiS, que je croiS
En toi

Someday I’ll find you
Someday you’ll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it’s true

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There’s nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

Michael Learns To Rock Complicated Heart

Heaven Knows...

She's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know

'Though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

chorus:
Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
 'cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

Why i live in despair
'cause while awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...

heaven knows...

The prayer...

I pray you'll be our eyes and watch us where we go.
And help us to be wise in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer when we lose our way
Lead us to the place guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che tu hai

[I pray we'll find your light]
Nel cuore resterà
[And hold it in our hearts.]
A ricordarci che
[When stars go out each night,]
Eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
[Let this be our prayer]
Quanta fede see'è
[When shadows fill our day]

Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Sogniamo un mondo senza più violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno lo dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace, di fraternità
La forza che ci dà

[We ask that life be kind]
È il desiderio che
[And watch us from above]
Ognuno trovi amor
[We hope each soul will find]
Intorno e dentro sé
[Another soul to love]

Let this be our prayer [Let this be our prayer],
Just like every child
Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
È la fede che
Hai acceso in noi,
Sento che ci salverà

Grenade...

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bruno-mars-lyrics/grenade-lyrics.html |]

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

Who says...

I wouldn’t want to be anybody else
( Hey! )
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
( C’mon! )

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth

It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C’mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says
Who says you’re not star potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

Masa Lalu Tertinggal

aku adalah jari jari
memegang
roda putar bumi
tenang disisi panikku
mengetuk rasa membawaku
disini tersenyum
disatu diri kumelamun
terangi sisi gelapku
merenung…
arah menuntunku

sadari langkahku
dicelah bumi
ku terpaku
mencari arti hidupku
yang baru
relakan nafasku

kumenunggu datang terang
biarkan gelap menghilang
bantu aku tuk menunggu
roda membawaku

dan kini kubiarkan
masa lalu menghilang
dan tanpa beban
aku meninggalkan belakang

lalu kubiarkan
masa lalu menghilang
tanpa beban
aku meninggalkan belakang

2 dsd..

Ku menatap langit
Yang tenang
Dan tak kan menangisi malam
Tuk tetap berdiri
Ku melawan hari
Ku akan berarti
Ku takkan mati

Mungkin masaku tlah berlalu ahh
Mungkin hatiku tak berbentuk lagi
Rasa ini takkan terobati
Tetapi mati takkan mengobati

Dibelakangku...

Kau peluk aku sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku merenung melihatmu
Kau menungguku menunggu ku terjatuh
Setiap langkah tertuju setia dalam menunggu

Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati
Didepanku didepanku didepanku

Kau peluk aku sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku merenung melihatmu

Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati
Didepanku didepanku didepanku

Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku
Mengapa tak kau tunjukkan dihadapanku
Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku
Dibelakangku dibelakangku dibelakangku....
Dibelakangku

Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati
Didepanku didepanku didepanku

#Peterpan#

Mungkin nanti...

saatnya ku berkata
mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
sudahlah lepaskan semua
ku yakin inilah waktunya

mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

dan mungkin bila nanti
kita kan bertemu lagi
satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
rasa yang ku tinggal mati
seperti hari kemarin
saat semua di sini

dan bila hatimu termenung
menghindari mimpi-mimpimu
membuka hatimu yang dulu
cerita saat masa lalu

tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
cinta untukmu sendiri
semua sesal yang kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri

Kukatakan dengan indah...

Ku katakan dengan indah
Dengan terbuka
Hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka
Menghampirinya

Kau beri rasa
Yang berbeda
Mungkin ku salah
Mengartikannya
Yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hatiku
Selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu
Selalu meninggikanmu

Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku
Kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu

Kau buatku terjatuh
Dan tejatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang tlah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

"I'll be There for you" The Moffatts

Saw you this morning, with that look in your eyes
I hate to see you looking like, you're lost and lonely
It isn't easy when you're all by yourself
Don't you worry, I hear you 'cause I know what it's like
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind 'cause baby

I'll be there for you
When you need sombody I'll be there for you
When you want someone who cares
Find more similar lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.com/9Ike
When you're down and feeling blue I'll be
there I'll be there for you
When you call me, I'll be there I wanna
show you how good it will be
Never needed anyone the way I need you right now
You know you'll never be alone anymore
We can make it, together It's gonna be all right
And if you look you'll find, I got you on my mind 'cause baby

"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)"

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

I Live My Life for U

You know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you


I live my life for you

! I don't want 2 fall in love...!

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak mendengar...
namun senantiasa bergetar....

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak buta..
namun senantiasa melihat dan merasa..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak menyiksa..
namun senantiasa menguji..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak memaksa..
namun senantiasa berusaha..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak cantik..
namun senantiasa menarik..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak datang dengan kata-kata..
namun senantiasa menghampiri dengan hati..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak terucap dengan kata..
namun senantiasa hadir dengan sinar mata..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak hanya berjanji..
namun senantiasa mencoba memenangi..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia mungkin tidak suci..
namun senantiasa tulus..

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak hadir karena permintaan..
namun hadir karena ketentuan...

jika ia sebuah cinta.....
ia tidak hadir dengan kekayaan dan kebendaan...
namun hadir karena pengorbanan dan kesetiaan..

Cintailah pasangan anda, seperti anda ingin dicintai olehnya
Setialah pada pasangan anda, seperti anda ingin mendapatkan kesetiannya

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible 2 d eye...

Love of a Lifetime

I guess the time was right for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day
We'll make a wish and send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true with love that we can share

With you I never wonder - will you be there for me
With you I never wonder - you're the right one for me

Chorus:
I finally found the love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found the love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart, I finally found the love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love is like brand-new
And every star up in the sky was made for me and you
Still we both know that the road is long
(But) we know that we will be together because our love is strong